I feel so alone these days. Like everyone's just too busy or something, I actually came to the conclusion that I don't really even have friends anymore, or Atleast I don't feel like I do. Growing up really sucks. Oh well I guess tomorrow is another appointment, I guess I'll finally meet my doctor... I'm not even sure if I did my hospital stuff right, I feel like I'm the only person who's even worried abouty anything maybe I should just pretend like I'm not.